I am conservative because I put responsibility first. The wherewithal to be morally responsible is what distinguishes human beings from animals. I am radical because I hold that facts come before ideology. And there are indeed facts. I have already mentioned one such fact, namely that only human beings possess the wherewithal to be morally responsible.
As for the word “nigga”, it is my way of playing with hip-hop culture. If indeed it is all right to use the word “nigga”—and of course, never “nigger”—as an affirmation of blackness, then there is no reason whatsoever why only blacks in hip-hop culture should get to employ this mode of affirmation. A conservative nigga sounds just about right—one who will not take nonsense from anyone, whatever their ethnicity or the hue of their skin might be.
A further indication of my radical outlook is that I despise those who wallow in having been a victim of wrongdoing. Straightaway, some will take this to mean that I trivialize such wrongs as racism or sexism. Not at all. Quite the contrary, I am much clearer than most about the wrong of racist or sexist behavior.
However, just as I admire, and am inspired by, the physically handicap who press forward notwithstanding their significant physical disabilities, and so who do not wallow in self-pity, it is manifestly clear to me that wallowing in victimhood is a vice and not an ineluctable consequence of having been a victim.
Part of what it is to take oneself seriously is not to spend more time lamenting the fact that one was a victim than one does in make a better life for oneself given the options available to one.
This brings out another respect in which I am both radical and conservative. If I am down and out, then there is no greater sign that another takes me seriously than that the person enables me to once again do for myself—and not that the person makes doing for me her or his raison d’être. Paternalism is not my idea of equality.
Facts are important to me. And it is a simple reality that the facts can be mighty disruptive to the framework of thought that we would like to embrace. To hear some people tell it, only whites have been racist against blacks. Alas, the facts do not support this at all. One can find deep, deep racism against blacks among, for example, Arabs and Asians. And guess what? One find considerable racism among blacks against others.
It is also a fact that the wrong of slavery—including black slavery—was not an American invention. Arabs enslaved blacks and blacks enslaved blacks.
The fact that Arabs enslaved blacks and blacks enslaved blacks does not at all trivialize American Slavery. However, this fact does bring out that slavery admits of a more complex configuration than the black-white binary configuration that is commonly supposed.
If you cut off one of Jack-the-Q’s arm and I cut off the other one, neither one of us can excuse our wrongdoing by pointing to what the other did. We both committed an egregious wrong.
Another fact is that there are lots and lots of poor whites in both the United States and the world. On the one hand, this fact does not make racism any less wrong; on the other hand, this fact makes it unequivocally clear that victims of racism are not the only people who are suffering and struggling to make ends meet.
Let me return to responsibility. Because responsibility is one of the very centerpieces of our humanity, I hold that compassion rightly has its limits. The proper object of compassion would be people who suffered misfortunes notwithstanding the fact that they have acted responsibly. If a person spends all of her or his money on bubble-gum or cigarettes, then that individual acts most irresponsibly and is not deserving of compassion if she or he should be in need of shoes (for example).
Indeed, if I should spend all of my money flying back-and-forth to Europe and I do not have enough money to put a roof over my hand, then I am not deserving of compassion. Absolutely not.
At the very minimum, being responsible requires two things: a measure of self-discipline and a measure of foresight. Rich people can be responsible; rich people can be irresponsible. Poor people can be responsible; poor people can be irresponsible. And so on.
Most importantly, being a victim of injustice is one thing. Acting irresponsibly is quite another. Being a victim of injustice is not an excuse for acting irresponsibly. If I push you in into a puddle of mud and you can get yourself out of the mud, then the responsible thing for you to do is get yourself out of the mud. It is irrelevant that I wrongly pushed you into the mud. And guess what? While you might be owed some compassion owing to the fact that I pushed you into the mud, you are owed considerably less compassion if all you do is wallow in the mud and complain about my having pushed you in it. You ought to get out of the mud notwithstanding the fact I wronged you by pushing you into the mud.
Quite simply, wallowing in self-pity is woefully incompatible with acting responsibly. What is more, one of the most horrendous mistakes ever made in social thought is the view that wallowing in self-pity somehow constitutes taking ever more seriously the wrong that was done to one.
I have never met Frederick Douglass. His writings, though, make it clear that he did not wallow in self-pity although he was a victim of American Slavery. However, I have met Elie Wiesel. And guess what: Although a victim of the Holocaust, Mr. Wiesel does not wallow in self-pity.
Well, is not the implication here obvious? Surely most of us have nothing resembling an excuse for self-pity. I do not whether Conservatives typically make this inference. I do not know whether Liberals typically make this inference. In either case, I do not at all care. For the fact is that we do not have self-pity in the lives of either of these two extraordinary men, notwithstanding the horror of their lives. That should trump ideology, whatever one’s ideology might be.
Returning to the title of this blog-entry: I am radical because I have dared to take seriously the moral posture of the lives of these two great men. I am conservative because in taking seriously their lives, I see that I am capable of exercising considerable responsibility notwithstanding the ups-and-downs of my life; and I choose to live accordingly. And if the point of using the word “nigga” was to be transformative in some way by undermining the racist connotations of the word “nigger”, then the life that I live is an embodiment of the transformation intended, the reality things to the contrary notwithstanding.